I have not been writing. I have not been reading. I have not been doing much of anything except lying in bed like a lump wishing I would feel better. I try to do things. I get up and go about for a bit, then I’m so sorry because of the overwhelming fatigue, nausea, and coughing. It’s a travesty. I even got a fever, and that is extremely rare for me. The last time I had a fever was fifteen years ago, and it put me in the hospital. This time I just laid there like a dry stick, sucking on lozenges, popping Tylenol, dextromethorphan, and antihistamines, completely catatonic. Yuck.
I’ve gotten some ideas. Really, I have. It’s possible to come up with some pretty interesting things to write about when one wakes up from coughing after the drugs have worn off at 3 in the morning. But the thought of being upright to actually type some of these clever things into the computer is seriously more than I can manage. I have to get up frequently to go to the bathroom because I’m trying to drown this thing (it’s not working). Going to the bathroom is the extent of my energetic abilities. It’s getting old, I can assure you.
I told Boyfriend today that I want him to buy some oranges because I’m going to try and kill it with vitamin C. And some grapefruit. Maybe if I eat a bunch of them every day I’ll kill the bad little viruses. Plus I’ll eliminate any possibility of scurvy, and help keep the orange growers in business. And grapefruit growers. I’ll be doing my part.
I think it is evident from this post what my mind is capable of. Today I took a couple dozen quizzes on facebook. That also gives some indication of my potential mental capacity. It’s like I’ve been working hard all week and my brain is fried. I get the fried part, but it has not been because I have been working. I did do some fun activities because Milla is home this week. I went to the zoo, then came home and collapsed for 3 hours. I went to the Statue of Liberty and Ellis Island, then came home and collapsed for 4 hours. I went to the Union Square Farmer’s Market and almost threw up right there in front of all of the farmers. Not fun. Maybe all that running around is kind of like hard work and that is why I feel like I’ve been busting my ass all week. I don’t know. In any case, I hope I get over this soon. I am sick of being sick.