I just found some of Autumn’s nail clippers and felt a pang at the thought that these clippers could survive, but my dog didn’t. It seems unfair somehow, that this meaningless hunk of plastic and metal gets to be here and she does not. It’s such a strange feeling. I wonder if some of humanity’s [...]
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Nail Clippers
Posted in Animals, grief, life, Love, Personal, tagged Animals, death, dogs, grief, life, loss, Love, Personal on January 22, 2012 | Leave a Comment »
Miss Molly
Posted in Animals, Family, Friends, grief, life, Love, Personal, tagged Animals, death, dogs, Family, Friends, grief, life, Love, Nature, Personal, pets on September 17, 2008 | 6 Comments »
In December 1996, I decided that I wanted another dog. I had lived with my sweet dog, Autumn, for four and a half years. We had moved back to Oregon from the east coast, and I had finished college and begun working full time. I decided Autumn needed someone to hang out with during the [...]
Dribbling Sanity
Posted in Family, Friends, grief, life, Music, Personal, Ranting, Writing on June 19, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I don’t know if the fact I feel like I’m going crazy is because I have not had this outlet or because of all the other shit going on in my life or both. Last night, I totally and completely lost it. I went out into my car and screamed FUCK at the top of [...]
Alone
Posted in grief, life, Random Thoughts on June 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Loneliness brings its own sense of permanence.


